WHADDUP MY NIGGAS? When I'm mad you'll know...
How about that interview with Smiling? Shot outs to my aunt Jacky, Stone, Tara, Vince, Erika, ShawnTaQuan, Smiling and all of them, like that.
I've made up my mind.
I've made my decision.
And I realized that L.A. is not the place for me. Or I am not the place for it. I know why I hate L.A. and not only because the men SUCK, but that's the reason why I hate it tonight!
The CLUB WAS WHACK. I am so over going out, I'm crawling back in my shell, being one with myself. I also see that I have a much better time when I am inebriated.
No I didn't see Rod at the club (the boy that I've been eying since February) and no he didn't act like he didn't see me...thats okay, because-I'm done with that situation...all it takes is one time to give me the ultimate diss.
Being honest-my single run has taken it's toll...I need to be in a relationship. I want that companionship, the person I can be 100%, completely vulnerable with. Someone I can get to know, learn, share, experience and understand. Why are all of my potentials in other damn places...?
I am not a pessimist. I know that I have a lot to offer the right person and I know that there is someone who can appreciate what I can give. But damn this is taking too long, I'm getting extremely frustrated! Feel me?
I knew for a while that I wouldn't find my man here in Los Angeles. And I have been thinking about moving lately, because I am so not plastic-and my attitude is far from Hollywood. I've done my thing and I've started my success but it's time for me to branch out.
My CD is gonna be up at the end of summer. I was saving it until I graduated school to buy myself a new benz, but what good does that do if I am gonna be riding solo in it? (although I am the one who worked for it) So with my money, I'm moving. I'm visiting ATL and NYC. The only two options that I will even consider. So...I'll make my decision right before October where I'll be moving, L.A. is tired...and so am I....
I didn't particularly care for day three's affirmation-
Tomorrow the interview you've all been waiting for: STONE. And if yall bitches don't come out of hiding and post comments I ain't gonna post my interview!