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5.19.2011

My period was late.

  • Yall queens are thirsty for Don Lemon. It's clear that he's an aggressive, vers bottom who is maximizing on his coming out (having fun on twitter)...yall are tweeting him up a storm. He's not going to respond...but he loves the attention. After all he is a #Pisces...
  • Not at all discrediting Don, he did something that most WOULD never do. Do you know how easier for us it will be? A lot of us will be able to walk through the door graciously that he just kicked down. A non-stereotypical BLACK GAY MAN...that's a lot.
  • Is it safe to say Beyonce fell off? Thanks. Girl...she's tired. That video is tired and that song is tired. Although I do give her credit for pulling a 90's Jackson (Michael & Janet) Pop move...you know, debuting her video in Primetime on regular TV. We all remember when Michael debuted "Remember The Time" on Fox...Janet did  "Alright"...The 90's.
  • AND Girl!!!! if yall don't sit the fuck down somewhere. Neggers cheat all the time. However having a baby and deceiving your wife for 10 years...bitch is about to take ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL yo money. My ex boyfriend was lucky he was broke when he cheated on me with a tranny. Furthermore, mama got Kennedy in her blood. He better watch it. Someone is gonna terminate his ass.
  • All I do is win, win, win no matter what...
  • Keri Hilson. Bitch. Your time is up. Keep writing...stay out that booth unless you recording scratch vocals for a track you wrote to. Know your place and keep it cute bitch.
  • Let me just say this, the planets are re-aligning to strike down on all you fake ass, whack ass, trife ass bitches that have continually kept shit up over the past few years. Niggas like me that work hard to make a difference have been blocked by that fake shit long enough...Karma is coming back harder than ever.
  • The world ends every day for some people. Saturday is no different. But things are changing. Just look around. Ain't no apocalypse...so carry on.
  • I need to go back to wearing my sunglasses...
  • I bet you think my book is about you, don't you, don't you, don't you? Ha-ha-hoo-hoo thought I'd be broke like you, silly ass faggots try to shade and be friendly too...
  •  I've never been this emotional in the middle of the month.
  • The truth of the matter is I'm lonely...I need a date, maybe I should leave the house?
  • I'm mad that I've let myself go...I lost a lot of weight before I moved from L.A. and I looked amazing when I first moved to the east coast. Now? Not so much...I forgot I had dreadz when I moved here...cut those off last Memorial Day. Now that I've said that out loud, watch I start looking good again.
  • I made contact with him and even though we had a crazy relationship, he is still very much a part of me. Neither one of us can deny that.
  • Nose Job. Got one? I just did, you can hardly tell. The swelling...
  • I've accepted the fact that I'm hard (personality wise) but it's only a buffer. Once you get to know me you'll understand why it's there. I'm just a soft, cuddly, uber sensitive type of guy.
  • I was completely overwhelmed by the hype and various blogs promoting "Pop Life" this week via twitter. I was having a very emotional morning then I started getting tweets and facebook messages about the cover. It was very humbling. When I envisioned this cover concept in 2009, this is exactly what I wanted to happen. It's just getting started though. Everything I've ever worked hard for is riding on this book.
  • You know, I appreciate a genuine conversation. Especially when the person calls me by my real name.
  • Weird how I miss L.A. but as soon as I touch down and drive around for a few hours, I'm over it. But I do miss L.A. boys and the sex I had...that's it. For everything else there is Skype and airline tickets.
  • It always throws me when I'm randomly reading and I see "Trent Jackson..." My first reaction is always, "Hey! I know him, what...wait, that's me." I always forget that I'm him...Then when I'm in public and people call out Trent Jackson...lol, sheer insanity. To you he's real, in my mind he's made up...I guess I better get used to it.
  • 3 times this week...I think this was the most humbling, I've come a long way. Then there was this....It made me remember when I first started writing 7 years ago and the lack of opportunity that was presented to me. And finally this...an unexpected write up of the book, even though I knew it was coming, I didn't know when. The truth of the matter is, I've worked really hard. In all honesty, when I came out, I wasn't visible. Everyone went along with the "popular crowd." Now that they aren't here anymore and I still am...
  • I love how the other writers will secretly talk shit then subsequently make book announcements after I make mine. Really? Girl...I bet you think my book is about you...
  • I am such a drama queen. Why when I don't talk to my family for more than 3 days I always think the worst?
  • I just want someone that will look me in the eye and listen and understand...I don't need you to say shit or tell me what I need to do.
  • It took me a 18 months to do the cover for "Pop Life" You'd be surprised to know that the lineup changed more times than Destiny's Child in 1999. You see all these little gay boys running around talking about they're a model and all like that, but how many of them took advantage of the opportunity presented? A few were ungrateful, some of them were told by their shady gay girlfriends not work with me for various reasons. But I'm proud of the finish product...You can fix your face now. #Winning #Duh
  • Funny how all these people are coming out of the woodwork to jump on board this project. Bitch, I don't beg, I only ask once and I don't present opportunities more than once, twice if God tells me to give you a pass.
  • Just because I'm gay and I'm about to release one of the greatest books in my career, doesn't mean I'm about to be friends with you. I'm not on that Hollywood shit. If you can't be friends with me when shit is real, you have no place in my life when I'm doing well, touring the globe, taking pictures and having lunch...fallback, don't make me loose it. Control...
  • If you don't fight for your place, you'll loose it.
  • There is always a mediocre bitch willing to fuck, suck and sell themselves for your spot. Watch yourself.
  • Stay in your lane and please signal before you try to get over in mine.
  • The funny thing about it is that #Trade always talking about they don't suck dick. Eat that niggas ass out and see what happens.
  • I want to be a stripper. Interesting how my daddy was a stripper...yes it's true.
  • Yall been knew BET wasn't shit. It' Ain't been shit since Donnie Simpson & Sherry Carter left.
  • I really want someone to grab and cup my ass while they're kissing me. Clothes on.
  • People must really expect for you to take their shit on your back, raw, with no lube. Oh okay...
  • My last post to this blog will be on May 31st.
  • Wait. Whatever happened to that TV series you were producing that went straight to DVD, the one that you made 100 copies of. #Shade
  • Sometimes it's best not to say anything. Know in your heart who you are and operate on God's time. When people fuck over you and are just malicious for no plain reason, say and do nothing. You'll cross them again and when you look them in the eye, you'll know that life has paid them back in full.
  • "deceitful little serpent. The End. Moral:None"

5.03.2011

Yawn Bitch...To be or not to be..

  • I am two seconds away from doing 8 lines of Coke on my desk and drinking an industrial size Redbull.
  • If there is one thing other than my sisters father that I have an utter disdain for, it's flying in the day light. My flight left Los Angeles at 3:30 P.M. yesterday. I didn't get into D.C. until after 2 a.m.
  • And the nerve of that cab driver to inflate that fare the way he did. The cab ride from my house to the airport is usually no more than 22.00 including the 2.50 airport fee. Why I paid 26.00 last night? I don't know. But I know one thing, the next time the drive adds that airport fee plus the fee for two additional passengers, I ain't payin! I know I'm a plus sized man, but bitch you tried that! I wonder what the karma is for padding a cab fare. Thank God I'll never know...
  • Hmph. May....
  • Osama Bin Laden....oh okay. Girl I forgot all about him. They was lookin for him the 1st time I attempted to complete my undergrad degree.
  • The nerve of that bitch to ever call me an ass kisser or fake. I do what I have to do to maintain my job. But when you go into the bosses office with the door and I can hear your laughter from where I'm sitting, you know I'm gonna be lookin at you with a mean, cold-cocked side eye right? Oh Okay. Especially when you talk about that bitch daily.
  • I don't fuck with people I don't like, whether I report to them or not...
  • Oh...my period is on full frontal mode.
  • OMG...I'm soooo tired and so is my Grandmother for that matter.
  • You know, L.A. serves her purpose. I'm sure her mission is to conquer and destroy. #Iwin
  • That had to had been the longest funeral ever. They sang like 8 songs. OMG. I was over it. I walked in, sat down in the back row in the balcony. Viewed the body, let people gasp as they saw me walk down the aisle, I walked outside and soon as I did I had a car waiting. I left. I didn't speak to anyone.
  • AND THE NERVE OF MY COUSIN...I'm going to air that bitch all types of out on the Season Premier of "In The Mix With Trent" tomorrow May 4th! Don't expect a lot, but expect muchness.
  • Dealing with me, you will adhere to some type of standards. Complaints? Address them with my family, they are the reason why I have a low tolerance for bullshit.
  • Speaking of family, ask me how I felt when I my sister looked at me in the car and said, "You do more stuff than my dad does." Funny how he did stuff for show, when she was too young to remember, when it didn't even matter. Interesting how I do what I can, which to me is not enough, but my sister remembers every little bit of it.
  • Los Angeles is nothing but a reminder to me of where I'll end up if I fuck up, where I came from and where I am now.
  • Sometimes I wish I knew how to be fake cordial...
  • So that Prince concert I went to while I was in L.A. The show was better at Madison Square Garden. And Gwen Stefani's walk out on stage...
  • She gives so little and expects so much....and don't think she won't use the information she has about you against you.
  • Hmph. Here we go with this revolving door of ex new hires.
  • I came real close to jeopardizing everything all over again.
  • I'm glad I skipped The Abbey Sunday night. I heard it was poppin, but I've seen many nights like that before...
  • This bitch tried to sass me in a meeting...I almost cursed at her, instead I did the dougie and left the conference room.
  • From now on I will start Dougie'n on anybody who talks shit...that is my new way of dealing with drama.
  • Beyonce will always overshadow you Kelly, especially when she decides to drop a single/album the same time as you. Learn to stay quiet like she does...you'll come out winning.
  • I'll let Kelly Price off the hook this time.
  • I've got to get some regular steady dick. I'm talkin 4 times a week...not inside me either.
  • Speaking of dick, I had sex in L.A. I hate it when boys make me nut in their mouth. Especially when I try and pull out :-/
  • I wonder if my swimming pool is open yet.
  • I tried that this semester...thank God I made it out.